Want to get away from this
Never see them again
i often forget my purpose and mindlessly drip and draw myself into “me”
what i want, what i wish, blaming circumstances & never at myself
calling loneliness and sadness, pitying myself, comparing myself to others, wanting to be someone else because i want to have what they do
indulging in jealousy and self-pity
why, is this like a dessert i like to eat? why do i do this? who do i think i am
many nights, i used to pray. let’s do it again
Is a beautiful word.
Yes, the word.. Not the meaning
Too many thoughts
Mind, shut yaself!
Rare family lunch at Montauk. I am extremely happy. No seriously. I was just tired n dizzy.
"I’m just going to come out and say it: People don’t go to hell because they are gay. Ever. Never in a million years will God send someone to hell for being gay. People go to hell because they want to be the gods of their own lives. People go to hell because they want to be kings. They want to determine what is right and wrong.
The truth is we are all going to limp across the finish line to some degree. Of course there is victory in Jesus and of course are we more than conquerors through Christ as the apostle Paul says; but even Paul had a thorn in the flesh. Most of us have a spiritual Achilles’ heel. We all will have spiritual bruises, cuts, and sores. Some will limp across the finish line still fighting their addiction to porn. Some will limp across the finish line with their addiction to food. And some will limp across the finish line with their attraction to the same sex.
The issue isn’t whether someone is good or bad, but whether he is repentant or unrepentant. Who is God of her life? Who’s in control? What or who are they pursuing? Are they looking to him or trusting in self? Because I trust that if Jesus’ grace has radically collided with a heart, I believe that person will begin to align themselves with Jesus’ image, looking more like him everyday."